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Tell Me Where It Hurts [05/06/2007]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Garbage - I Think I ]

What is my day going to look like
What will tomorrow bring me
If I had x-ray eyes, I could see inside
I wouldn’t have to protect the future
I wish that you would do with some talking (I’m not sure about that line at all lol)
Or else am I to know what you’re thinking
If only people would say what it really was
What it really was
What it really was that they wanted

Chorus:
Tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
They don't love me, I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Did they ever give you a reason
To believe in something different
If you’re looking for love, for what’s worth
I have plenty of it lying around here somewhere
If you are looking for disappointment
You can find it around any corner
In the middle of the night I hold on to you tight
So both of us can feel protected

Chorus:
Tell me where it hurts,
to hell with everybody else.
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me, yeah I can tell
but you do, so they can go to hell

I’ve been loved but I didn’t know how to feel it
And I’ve been adored but I don’t know if I ever believed it
I’ve been loved my whole life but I didn’t know how to take it
Until…..

Chorus:
So tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me, yeah I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

But you do, so they can go to hell

Tell me where it hurts x 2

Tell me where it hurts now

Tell me where it hurts (x 3 fade out)





NEWWWWWWWWW GARBAGE!!

-30-
Cake or death?

* Friends Only * [26/06/2004]


You know you love me,
A
You said death first! (15) Cake or death?

Hmm... [25/06/2004]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Come clean {Hillary Duff <<Hate her, love the song} ]

I've been seriously considering switching from deadjournal to livejournal. It seems to be where all the cool kids are hanging out these days...

Anyway, Algebra II is going well. We took our chapter II test today and I got an 86%. As long as I maintain my solid B average, I'll be prefectly happy. I just can't stand domain and range...GR.

It seems I've found a good friend through this miserable torchure...Her name's Brianna and she goes to Kilbourne. Everyone is actually very nice...And I'm the only Olentangy kid in my class. But, much to my surprise, hardly any kids go to Thomas (where the summer school takes place) -- Most go to Dublin schools.

Tomorrow, I'll do ALL my homework and do some more AP reading. Then, hopefully, I'll go work out.

You know you love me,
A

You said death first! (5) Cake or death?

"Skate for Hope" [20/06/2004]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Where do I begin? {Shirley Bassey} ]

Is this horoscope freaky or what?

"You're playing at the top of your game. You can see far from this perspective, and the air up here is so nice and clear. Good feelings and best wishes are part of your uplifting experience. Everyone celebrates and rejoices in your big win. People seek inspiration and luck at the feet of the achiever. It's easy to become part of the great things happening in your vicinity."

Whoa! Anyway, the ice show last night was BEYOND AWESOME! My mommy, daddy, Jessica and Marie were there cheering me on and I am very thankful for that. When all the skaters came out for the last part, I screamed "I love you, Jessica!" LOL! It was great! My performance was pretty good -- Kristine and I decided to actually take a risk and try our hardest spins. She did a layback and I did a flying camel. I'm not sure how she did -- or myself for that matter.

Victoria skated to "Where do I begin" from Love Story! I was soooooo happy about that because I picked some of the music that was in the ice show and that was one of my most favorite songs! My dad now likes Mark because he skated to the Enterprise theme. LOL -- Figures.

Jenny Kirk WAS GGGGGGGGREAT! She skated to a Chicago medley -- could get get any better? Ahh! It was all just so perfect and I am SO doing it next year!

You know you love me,
A

You said death first! (1) Cake or death?

Horoscope [18/06/2004]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Sounds from GWTW ]

"If someone wants to tell you the real truth behind what happened, you'll listen without judgment. If they want your help, however, that could be another story. You're generous with your attention, but you need to save your energy for your own projects, which is a wise move. Who knows -- a sympathetic ear might be enough to get your friend started down a different path."

You know you love me,
-A

Cake or death?

Hello [10/06/2004]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | I wish you were here {Incubus} ]

Hello you great big world!
Marie and I are getting ready to go to Barnes and Nobles to meet Joe there. YAY! My graduate friend...Actully I had several of them. Oh well. They shall be missed. NOOOOOOW...On to business. I need t get a work permit...so I can work at Barnes and Nobles. Then I need to get my temps...so then I can get my licence, THEN I CAN DRIVE! WOOT WOOT! I plan on doing all of the initial steps to get what I want over the summer. Ladies and gentlemen, this shall be my most productive summer EVER!

-A

PS: message from Marie- GRRRRR!!! to the world

Cake or death?

YAYYYYYYYYYYY! [27/05/2004]
[ mood | Airhead-ish ]
[ music | You oughta know {Alanis Moressette} ]

We get out 15 minutes early EVERY DAY! YES! Starting next year, we get out 15 minutes early! YAYYYYYYYY!

Acting is now a study hall because we got out exams over with yesterday! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

I don't have to ride the bus next year because Mark is picking Erin and I up and taking us to school AND WE'RE GOING FOR COFFEE BEFORE! YAYYYYYYYYY!

THE SCHOOL YEAR'S ALMOST OVER!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY!

I'M GONNA BE IN A HUGE HUGE HUGE ICE SHOW! YAYYYYYYY!!!

I might be graduating early! YAYYYYYYYY!

I have off-ice trainig tonight! YAYYYYYYYY!

I have to do an entire English project tonight...NOOOOOOOOO. LOL!

-A

Cake or death?

Hehe [26/05/2004]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Sweet Nothingness {My Mind} ]

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What is your sexual appeal?

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Cake or death?

Skating Bag [25/05/2004]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Sweet Nothingness {My Mind} ]

Today I decided that I needed to find a new place to store my skates. The bag I've been using is so old, it was my very first skating bag. Let me refresh your memory: I've been skating since I was 6. Yeah, that's one old bag. Anyway, I used this other really small one I had in my closet and fit everything I might need in there.

But when I went to take my old bag out to the garbage cans, I felt this pang of attachment. Why am I attached to a dilapidated old skating bag? It was the weirdest feeling EVER. I still glance outside at it...I'm so tempted to keep it.

-A

Cake or death?

Exemption! [24/05/2004]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Let me be {Britney Spears} ]

So, today began normal enough. I went to Writer's Workshop--we inevitably did nothing and went on to Geometry, knowing I would find out whether I was exempt from the final or not. It was nearly a nail-biting experience for me because I was most certain I wouldn't've gotten exempt. As Mr. Hesse read off the names on the list, my anxiousness grew and grew until he read my name! I literally yelled (yes, yelled) YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Anyway, the rest of my day was rather usual, with the exception of memorizing my massive amounts of lines by tomorrow. Should be great fun. Splendid.

-A

Cake or death?

BLAH [19/05/2004]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Something in the J-Room ]

Today has been horrible and it's not even over yet. Why can't this day end now? My disk was malfunctioning and would not open. MY WHOLE LEAD STORY WAS ON THAT! ALL 400 WORDS! Gr. And I have a test to take after school. I am so tense right now...If I don't take some time for me soon, I'm going to have a mental breakdown...I can't handle all this stress.

D.A. is in the room and I can't even tell him about the Olson twins, I'm so annoyed and stressed. (Besides, he's been trying to reconcile with me before he graduates...Today he said I looked like Jennifer Gardner. Hm...)

I'm so tired...I want to sleep. Why is it at the end of the school year, the teachers always pile on the homework? Is this fair? I think not.

Well, I better study for English before German class begins.

-A

You said death first! (2) Cake or death?

Netscape: [29/04/2004]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Sweet Roslyn {Sheryl Crow} ]

I found this on the Netscape page:

The Best Movie Kiss of All Time Is...

...in "Gone With the Wind" when Rhett (Clark Gable) grabbed Scarlett (Vivien Leigh) on the stairway for a long and passionate smooch. That's the word from a new survey of moviegoers by Hershey's Kisses.

!~*A*~!
Anastasia

Cake or death?

2.978 [08/04/2004]
How could this happen?! I'm so pissed. Gr.

Now on to better things: I'M GOING TO STUDY MY ASS OF FOR THE REST OF THE TESTS FOR THE REMAINDER OF THE SCHOOL YEAR! Gr. Gr. Gr.

I hope Mrs. Hanlon-Stolte chokes on a meatball and dies. ...slowly...

Off-ice training today. I'm not going to let anything get in the way of me doing a damn good double jump. I will...

I will not be doing anything all weekend. I'm studying. ...M--u-st...rai--se...G-RA-DES!

!~*YS4e*~!
Anastasia
Cake or death?

Happy Pi Day, everyone. [14/03/2004]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Artifical sweetner {No Doubt} ]

All right now. Because I am incouragably lazy, I am copying and pasting what Jessica wrote in HER journal, here. This is what all happened over the weekend...partly.

"My weekend went pretty good actually. Ana and I watched "Thirteen" once again lol. We looked up one of the songs online and found it and we had it stuck in our heads all day lol. We also had "the itsy-bitsy spider dropped acid at the park" and then at bowling this morning Jon(::thinks to self'damn he's cute'::) added another part to the end of that: "up came the fire and blew his ass apart" lol so as you can see it was a weird morning. My team is tied for 1st place with two other teams and next week will be when we find out who wins overall. Ana was going to stay the night over here or I was going to stay the night over at her house, but we decided on just going with a spur-of-the-moment type thing.

O.k., so I like Jon alot and I don't know what to do about it because, I made an effort to try and do something about it and that can be verified by Ana. Today he was being really flirty, like more than normal. And speaking of flirting, Ana and Gabe were flirting, it was soo cute hehe they even kissed ::awwww::. I think that Jon does like me and either 1-he is afraid to admit it because we are such good friends or 2-he just isn't sure what will happen because bowling is over soon and I will be moving in a few months. I don't know which one or if he even likes me like that because of the incessant mixed signals(he flirts but he won't call, etc...). Ok, I am done because I will get sad because I miss Ana and the more I think about moving, the more I miss her and Jon constantly.

Oh yeah, Ana met my grandma lol."

Good times...More memories. Love ya, Jess.

!~*YS4e*~!
Anastasia

Cake or death?

Blah [12/03/2004]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | Sweet Nothingness {My Mind} ]

Well, it's official. BOTH of my legs now hurt. Kristen was in her normal bitchy mood, but I didn't let that anger me in the slightest. I carried my happy disposition proudly and even began dancing with my friends on the ice. (I had my Fefe Dobson with me) I love the song "Rock it till you drop it." It's a great song...

So...taking the OGT's next week on Tuesday and Thursday. I get to miss WW, Geo, and Bio...ALSO I get to miss Geo (again), Bio (again), and English! YAY! Mrs. Farry gave us an incentive, though. Because she is "testing" this on only the sophomores and this years freshman HAVE to take it to graduate. So, that's THEIR incentive. If I score a 75% or higher on the math bit, I am completely exempt from my Geo exam! And if I score a 85% or higher on the English bit, I am exempt from my English exam...Is that sweet or what?!

Kimmy was absent today. :-( Luckily, Mark DID NOT hang around me in Acting II; HOWEVER, he DID sing kareoke...YES. I said k-a-r-e-o-k-e. He sang "Summer Lovin'" from Grease. One word: scary!

I plan on writing my history report THIS weekend, since it is due next Friday...Better get a move on. :-)

At Jessica's house while writing this... :-)

!~*YS4e*~!
Anastasia

Cake or death?

Blah blah [11/03/2004]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Dyscrasia {Kidney Thieves} ]

So, The Sound of Music was...um...? Marie kept bitching about how hungry she was...We ended up eating during 9th period...I have to admitt, I was hungry too, but still...

The person who played Maria SHOULD NOT have played Maria. The head nun should've played Maria...She was kick ass.

Off-ice training today! :: gets ready for pain :: I haven't been for like two weeks...This could be bad.

I've decided to update this more...I will simply post what I post in my deadjournal, here.

Since Katie mentioned me her her livejournal, I will mention her here...I made a friend today! Isn't everyone thrilled?! I have a friend...Anyway, enough of my gloating...She reminds me of Shirley Manson and likes that fizzy pop insence that I so love...I swear, I'm gonna have to go to the mall just to buy some now...

!~*YS4e*~!
Anastasia

You said death first! (3) Cake or death?

The Passion [29/02/2004]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | One Headlight {Wallflowers} ]

"I have no plans to see this movie. Like Dawn, I do not like blood and violence. As far as what significance it has for us as pagans, I don’t think there will be any significant impact. This movie appeals to Christians who want to validate their beliefs and for the over-zealous “born-agains” who are using it as a tool to try and convert non-believers. I think focusing on the brutality and death is a distortion of what his life actually means to most Christians. They make it sound like he was the only person to have this happen. In fact, this was common Roman practice of the day for all those they perceived as criminals. As for all the controversy over the anti-Semitic theme, according to some interpretations of the Bible, the Jewish people did reject Jesus, so in fact can be seen as responsible for his death. However, holding Jewish people today accountable for something that happened thousands of years ago makes no more sense than holding present-day Germans accountable for the actions of Hitler. Well, there’s my two-cents worth."

GO MOM!

!~*YS4e*~!
Scarlett

Cake or death?

Hmm [27/02/2004]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Sweet Nothingness {My Mind} ]

I never user this piece of crap, I wonder why I even write in it. I suppose I will keep it up just for the people that use LJ. I normally use DeadJournal.com

Here's my OTHER journal:

http://www.deadjournal.com/~fiery_scarlett

ToOtLeZ!

!~*YS4e*~!
Scarlett

You said death first! (3) Cake or death?

Hmm.. [14/12/2003]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Where do I begin? {Shirley Bassey} ]



"I was sent successively to schools in France, Italy, and Bavaria, and this erratic education was a great help
afterwards."



!~*YS4e*~!
Scarlett
You said death first! (7) Cake or death?

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